Knitting me into a cloth called forever
The uncertainty of what my future holds
Cripples me
Stuck in this thought, I feel an unbearable
lump rising in my throat
A prickly feeling that seems not to end
Suddenly regret cuts deep into my soul
A constant reminder of what i ought to have done
Knowing i made a grave mistake
I eat, work, party and sleep
Just for the sake of living my lifeless existence
Trying to pull off a smile from time to time
But my thoughts remain soaked in worry
Drowning in the phrase
“time has a wonderful way of showing us what really matters”
I hope to find that missing piece
To fix all my doubts about life
My purpose in life
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